I just got an earbashing off of my mother that I really did not deserve, nor need.

For fuck's sake. I know she's getting bored having to be indoors and not really allowed to do anything. I know she is. But seriously? Take it out on me and make it sound like you begrudge me going round Rachael's for a day for a well deserved break from everything at home? Seriously?
That's just...shit.

Does she realise just how stressed I am lately? Has she felt how knotted my shoulder and back muscles are? Does she realise just how much I've got going on in my head right now? Worrying about grades, fucking worrying about how to make ends meet whilst still going christmas shopping and being able to top up my phone this month so that I'm not fucking alone in moments like this. It's so fucking unfair.

*Sigh* I'm fucked up. Today is all I needed, considering I was up very early this morning having woken up from nothing and having a mild freak out consisting of freezing cold sweat and uncontrollable shaking. You know. I really needed to be shouted at when I'm trying to keep everything up and about on my own shoulders.

And Hev, I would've texted you, I know you're gonna say your numbers in my phone for a reason, but I can't. I lack in the credit department until I get paid on Friday night see. >.<

Fuck, I wish I could just escape from her for like, a week.

I knew this was going to happen. I knew that the operation wouldn't bring us closer, that it would only cause more arguements between us and everything. I just...knew it. I also knew just how much we'd struggle with money.

It seems I was right.

*Sigh*

Title: Life In The Fast Lane
Author: Me
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairing: Matt/Zack, background: Matt/James, Brian/Jimmy
Disclaimer: Purely for fiction and fun, no harm intended.
Dedications: Rachael as always. She helped me come up with this idea. Thank you baby <3
Summary: Matt owns a strip club, and Zacky is struggling for money so applies for a job. Matt provides this job. Zack quickly becomes a favourite with the club and its visitors as well as someone else...
Author's Notes: Hey, so it's longer? Sorry about the wait...again.
Hope you enjoy
xx
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