Rating: NC-17 overall.
P.O.V: Liam's
Pairing: Frank/Gerard, Brian/Coby, OMC/??
Disclaimer: Not real. I have them locked up in my closet. Of course I do. Not!
Dedications: Rachael for writing this with me. Melody because she's my wifey.
Summary: Frank and Gerard are happily married, or, they were until Gerard turned up on the doorstep with a baby. Will they cope, or will their marriage suffer? This is the story of how they cope.
Author's Notes: =]
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Title: Life In The Fast Lane
Author: Me
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairing: Matt/Zack, background: Matt/James, Brian/Jimmy
Disclaimer: Purely for fiction and fun, no harm intended.
Dedications: Rachael as always. She helped me come up with this idea. Thank you baby <3
Summary: Matt owns a strip club, and Zacky is struggling for money so applies for a job. Matt provides this job. Zack quickly becomes a favourite with the club and its visitors as well as someone else...
Author's Notes: Hey, so it's longer? Sorry about the wait...again.
Hope you enjoy
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Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4
( Lust )
For fuck's sake. I know she's getting bored having to be indoors and not really allowed to do anything. I know she is. But seriously? Take it out on me and make it sound like you begrudge me going round Rachael's for a day for a well deserved break from everything at home? Seriously?
That's just...shit.
Does she realise just how stressed I am lately? Has she felt how knotted my shoulder and back muscles are? Does she realise just how much I've got going on in my head right now? Worrying about grades, fucking worrying about how to make ends meet whilst still going christmas shopping and being able to top up my phone this month so that I'm not fucking alone in moments like this. It's so fucking unfair.
*Sigh* I'm fucked up. Today is all I needed, considering I was up very early this morning having woken up from nothing and having a mild freak out consisting of freezing cold sweat and uncontrollable shaking. You know. I really needed to be shouted at when I'm trying to keep everything up and about on my own shoulders.
And Hev, I would've texted you, I know you're gonna say your numbers in my phone for a reason, but I can't. I lack in the credit department until I get paid on Friday night see. >.<
Fuck, I wish I could just escape from her for like, a week.
I knew this was going to happen. I knew that the operation wouldn't bring us closer, that it would only cause more arguements between us and everything. I just...knew it. I also knew just how much we'd struggle with money.
It seems I was right.
*Sigh*
I know, it's been a while hasn't it?
I'm sorry.
Life In The Fast Lane will be coming soon, I promise, but today, I need to get my homework out of the way. I'm in so much pain today though, I'm not sure how much of it I'll get done. >.< Neck and back are killing me.
Anyway, how are you all? I miss talking!
Also, if anyone has any ideas on how I can get a date for Prom in like June/July whenever it is, I need help :P
If worst comes to the worst, I'm gonna have to ask my brother!
So, what've all been up to?
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Title: Give 'Em Hell Kid - Sequel to My Way Home Is Through You!!
Rating: NC-17 overall.
P.O.V: Frank's
Pairing: Frank/Gerard, Brian/Coby, OMC/??
Disclaimer: Not real. I have them locked up in my closet. Of course I do. Not!
Dedications: Rachael for writing this with me. Melody because she's my wifey.
Summary: Frank and Gerard are happily married, or, they were until Gerard turned up on the doorstep with a baby. Will they cope, or will their marriage suffer? This is the story of how they cope.
Author's Notes: Hey! Frank and Gerard are back! =]
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Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15a Chapter 15b Chapter 15c Chapter 16 Chapter 17 Chapter 18Part1 Chapter 18Part2 Chapter 19 Chapter 20 Chapter 21 Chapter 22 Chapter 23 Chapter 24 Chapter 25 Chapter 26 Chapter 27 Chapter 28 Chapter 29 Chapter 30 Chapter 31 Chapter 32 Chapter 33 Chapter 34 Chapter 35 Chapter 36 Chapter 37 Chapter 38 Chapter 39 Chapter 40 Chapter 41 Chapter 42
( Smooth Sailing )
Title: Life In The Fast Lane
Author: Me
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairing: Matt/Zack, background: Matt/James, Brian/Jimmy
Disclaimer: Purely for fiction and fun, no harm intended.
Dedications: Rachael as always. She helped me come up with this idea. Thank you baby <3
Summary: Matt owns a strip club, and Zacky is struggling for money so applies for a job. Matt provides this job. Zack quickly becomes a favourite with the club and its visitors as well as someone else...
Author's Notes: I'm so sorry about the wait. I've just been so stressed lately with school that I haven't had time. Which is why it's also so short. But I've got two weeks off now, so I should be able to get some more of this out.
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( Loveless )
I can smell gloss, I don't know where from, but I can smell it and it's starting to make me feel sick. Incredibly so.
I'm also lonely. Even though my mum's here, I can't help but feel...alone and tired and fucking...cut off from reality.
There is an empty space in my stomach and I don't know what's missing, but it's something. I need something to do. Someone to talk to. Just...something. Fuck.
>.<
*waves at Amy!!*
Hi people. I know I haven't posted much in the way of stories/updates all that much but hey, I've been busy. And stressed.
Hopefully I'll be okay now that I have two weeks off.
I'm gonna try and get some of LITFL done tonight.
No promises though.
By the way, has anyone read my Welcome To Oblivion? I'd love more feedback on it.
=[
Now, Amy, are you happy? This time, you're not seeing into my mind. I need a rant, but I'm not really wanting to do it on here.
Adios Amigos!
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It hasn't even been a week since mum had her operation. And I'm already fucking dog tired. *Sigh*
Mum's getting her appetite back, but I'm losing mine. I'm descending, she's getting better.
Joy of joys.
Title: Welcome To Oblivion
Author name: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
vickslovesslash
Artist name: plumerri
Fandom: Bandom - My Chemical Romance
Genre: Slash
Pairing: Frank/Gerard, Gerard/Zack (Avenged Sevenfold)
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 23,754
Warnings/Spoilers: anxiety disorder, past abuse, panic attacks
Summary: High-School AU. Gerard Way suffers from Social Anxiety Disorder and panic attacks. His life is in bits after a childhood dealing with these problems, and he doesn't see any light at the end of the tunnel in sight. He's convinced that he will carry on his life being practically a hermit and freaking out over seemingly nothing but what he can see in his own head. Frank finds him during one of these freak outs and decides to stick around and try to help him - he's new, he needs a friend after all. Will Frank be able to save Gerard from the monsters of his past?
Link to fic: Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6
Link to art: http://community.livejournal.com/trippin
For Info - see Master Post
( Welcome To Oblivion - Part 1 )</div>
Title: Give 'Em Hell Kid - Sequel to My Way Home Is Through You!!
Rating: NC-17 overall.
P.O.V: Liam's
Pairing: Frank/Gerard, Brian/Coby, OMC/??
Disclaimer: Not real. I have them locked up in my closet. Of course I do. Not!
Dedications: Rachael for writing this with me. Melody because she's my wifey.
Summary: Frank and Gerard are happily married, or, they were until Gerard turned up on the doorstep with a baby. Will they cope, or will their marriage suffer? This is the story of how they cope.
Author's Notes: I'm sorry. About the wait. Again. >.< I hope you enjoy it and I apologise for the lack of Frank/Gerard lately. They will be in the next chapter.
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( Moving On Up )
Oh my FUCKING God.
Last night was the best night of my entire life so far.
Jacoby is absolutely gorgeous in person, and oh god, that man has so much stage prescence and energy. It's amazing.
He truly has no filter whatsoever.
When they played 'Scars' and 'I almost told you that I loved you' live, I went absolutely mental.
I have a few bruises to show for it, but hell it was worth it!!!
Madina Lake were also amazing. Matthew and Nathan are so fucking tiny! They're absolutely adorable. Nathan somersaulted into the crowd, and had to be pulled back out by a security guy. A shoe got thrown on the stage that Matthew very skillfully dodged.
Just... I don't even have the words to describe the night. I will always remember it.
Now have some pictures
( Pictures! )
She's had the op. I saw her about an hour ago, and she's really groggy and drugged up, but I'm going back to the hospital for the next set of visiting hours (6:30-8).
The house feels weird. Today's been worrying, upsetting and basically a whirlwind of emotions. >< *Sigh*
My mum's terrified about thursday. I know this because she's taking it out on me.
I know she's scared, I understand that she's scared; a hysterectomy is serious surgery, but why does she have to take it out on me? The one that's going to be looking after her for the next three months? Shit.
We keep snapping at each other, more than usual, and it's just...why? What's the point in doing this anymore if all I get at home is snippy remarks and arguments over stupid things?
I'm already stressed enough with school, and it's just everything is getting on top of me and I hate letting it happen to me, but because of this I can't get out the rut that I've dug myself.
I wish I could...so much.
My brain is constantly on tick over, and it's just like, switch off so I can actually go to sleep ya know? *Sigh*
Maybe it's just a lost cause and something I have to deal with.
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